12 days after

“Please, God, let me wake up from this horrible nightmare. Please, it can’t be true. Not our beloved daughter. Malou, everything reminds me of you…oh, my sweet heart, I’m so sorry I couldn’t keep you. I feel as if I was waiting for you – and only you – my whole life. You have given my life purpose and given me and your daddy so much happiness. Now that you’re gone, I find my purpose and happiness have disappeared as well. Life seems pointless without you in it. Oh, sweet baby of mine, I LOVE YOU so so much.”

I remember being so afraid Malou wouldn’t know how much I loved her. I remember being so sad that I couldn’t feel her presence, and that made me scared that she couldn’t feel my love. And that seemed so unbearable.

Published in: on January 18, 2012 at 09:00  Leave a Comment  

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